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Thursday, June 2, 2011
My gums & part of my throat is painful...So i went to see doctor Tan in the morning. Pretty sad, walking alone in the crowd. My bf is in the army for re-service. And yesterday he slept being too tired in army without calling me. Sometimes, grown up have to be stronger, no longer a small kid where parents bring us to the doctor anymore. But, i am still the wanted to be a kid forever mindset which is bad cos i am already over 21. Hahaha..at times laughing at myself being so childish towards cartoons & soft toys. Next monday, i have to face another challenge. Going for an opt of my eye for new len. Both of my eyes will regained new sight for the world. Things will become clearer and brighter to me. Then, i can read without difficulty. Thinking back for the past years of my life, been to hospital frequently, almost an regular. Hope my health will turn better in the later years of my life. There will be down period for everyone in life. I am going through it now. Of coures, the pains and sufferings will let my thoughts of dying. However, there are still lots of new things i haven try or do. So, i am hanging on. After many obstacles, eventually the road will be smoother. It's still hard of me letting go of the past events, memories we had. Fact is the fact & furthermore, it had past 4 years. Sometimes, he still appeared in my dreams. Dream is another imaginary world in our sub-conscious. Another matter that affects me was my bf's parents ask why he chose a girl who is "sick" & medical bills is a burden to him in future. This is an unfair statement to me as i did not chose to be "sick". A "sick" person is not a burden to anyone even more they are your family members. Who knows things may change in time. Life is unpredictable, so stay happy no matter what circumstances are. After the sadness, happiness will always come just like after the rain, sunshine will shine in the sky. My heart felt for the cattle in Indonesia after the news in yahoo a video showing cruel treatment to them. They are so harmless but people still mistreat them. Although they are not human nature but they are still living animals. They too have heartbeat, blood, organs, body & bones. Next time, human are eaten by giants or dinosaurs. Hahaha..i just imagine. Yeah! Eug & kang is going to uni this August. They will feel what i feel termed "stress" much higher than in poly days. Everyone go through the same process. Good news is holiday holiday holiday for me these few months!!!!! Need rest, love, eat, watch movie, enjoy myself!! If anything happen to me, this blog of mine will be in the internet for a long long decades. At least i exist in this earth or world before. Try starting your own blog and writes about your life, good or bad stuffs.  |
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