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Thursday, August 13, 2009
Yesterday, he finally met me for a meal. He spared me one hour we went to westmall foodcourt. I ate the pig organ soup, he ate vege rice. We chat about a lot of stuffs but mostly is i ask him those questions. He went a meal with me be cos of my eye condition. He still care and concern for me which makes me very happy. WAlking with him feeling normal and staring at his back kind of feeling sad. He was skinny. I almost lose balance on escalator he grabbed my arm, I know he noticed me. He open the tissue for me as i can't see the opening. He is still the same caring person. I thought he changed to another but luckily he did not. =) He buy me food and carry for me, went to chose a seat. He still remember that I like to sit those long bench type so we went right behind theend of the foodcourt. Then I asked him to buy green tea for me. He did not look at him while eating so is alright but he notice me with the bad face be cos the rice is so dry and not nice. His encouragement is so strong that mekaes me feel YES i must live on i have ceom so far don't lose heart. He asked me to find my bf which i did went to chunny house later. Chunny rough me to his house, manage to give his brother the money. Nothing unusual, talking to his dad and mum they are very friendly people. After that we went to bugid and had dinner at swesen new set meals, i ate eyeripe!! Nice..but ex.. Walk bugis street bought a collar shirt for him and a wallet from wallet shop, his BELATED birthday present. I know his words meant is to forget him and continue find my bf and he got his gf. YUP!!That will be the end of chapter. Tuesday, August 4, 2009 My mum accompany to the EYE centre at TTS today. Check eyes pressure and eye sight. Sianz lor i tio cataract both eyes. So next 2 wk will be going to have operation on my left eye as it becoming worsed. The queue is so long just now waiting from 930 till 1230 then my turn. Everybody is old people except for a few older guys. The procedures are check eyes, body, take BLOOD. I am so sick of body checkup le. haiz. Why can't i just die and no trouble to do all these? It's the stupid medication that caused side effects to the eyes. Yesterday was a great fun day, went with jie meis to celebrate ee ching birthday. Being to the flyer at student price, had a small heart shape strawberry cake for her and candle. HAHA!! The whole cabin was for us, it was so fantastic!! Amy and ching took a lot photos with their cameras. I was lazy to take photos with my hp. The whole round lasted for 30 minutes, slow and steady. U would not feel a thing or it is moving, not like those theme park. HAHA! Eecently had bad dreams of failing maths exam. doing difficult test. Do dreams really tell us? Results will ba out soon, so excited and scary. Just cannot study because of my eyes, skin, etc. Imagine, u are half blind still doing exams with one eye. That is possible but the speed is really slow. Even after operation, reading will be a problem, have to wear spect. Actually, I am a timid girl fears of all those needle and operations, but I still have to go through it. WTH! Can't i just like anybody who can work, study and play and shopping? why is that so difficult now? I dare not think of future. Thans for all my friends concern and care..they are so sweet.. |
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