Wednesday, December 31, 2008






These 2 photos are taken from Secondary school friend. That was the prom night for my Sec Sch. It had been so long so young 16 yrs old. I will be 21 in the next 3 month. If time could turn back, I would prefer to study hard and go JC. Although, I went poly, enjoyed the whole course and make maybe life long friends. Turn back time, some things will never happen. Gain and loss things at the same time.

Everyday I am wasting life. And tired of my life. Skin problem need a lot of money for medicine, school fee + exam fee + transport fee + makan fee. But, I am going to take up a job in feb and work after sch everyday, hopefully that will help.

Prelims and exam is coming real fast. I am afraid of fail and let my parents down. Yeah, my parents never expect me to do very well in school. But I push myself very hard, motivate myself to go a far extent.

Nobody encourage me anymore. My fears make me cry. When I cry, feel so useless and lousy.

I really try my best to do the POA assignment and got 18/30 only. Practically flip all textbook, read subject guides, read course book, do the BS and P&L 5 times.


So for my bro birthday, I make him a special thing, that time the bicycle guy knock into my box and some parts are broken. After searching for it, left one and only nice box. Today, I mend it and turn it into a nice, one and only master piece. I have no money to buy ex or branded stuff. Yeah!! Finally can see Zhong Hua this sat. I really miss her.

Aiyo my eyes are swollen after crying. Crybaby^^

Tell myself.

My skin will Recover!
All my subjects will pass with flying colours!


Sunday, December 28, 2008

我的亿万面包 Episode 1



HEHEHEx!!

Mugging at home for the whole week, doing maths review and exam questions and settle my exam fee. Ma fan have to go all the way to RELC building. No where to go so stay at home lor. I am a boring girl!! hahahahah!! Eat my Log Cake, chips, drink orange juice, ate ice cream, drink root beer A&W, etc. YUMMY!! =)


Thursday, December 25, 2008

Parents' Wish To our DEAR CHILD

On the day when you see us old, weak and weary...
Have patience and try to understand us...

If we get dirty when eating...
If we cannot dress on our own...
Please bear with us and remember the times we spent feeding you and dressing you up.

If, when we speak to you, we repeat the same things over and over again...do not interrupt us..listen to us
When you were small, we had to read to you the same story a thousand and one times until you went to sleep.

When we do not want to take shower, neither shame nor scold us...
Remember when we had to chase you with your thousand excuses to get you to the shower?

When you see our ignorance of new technologies...
help us navigate our way through these worldwide webs.

We taught you how to do so many things...
to eat the right foods, to dress appropriately, to fight for your rights..
When at some moments we lose the memory or the thread of our conversation..
Let us have the necessary time to remember...and if we cannot, do not become nervous..as the most important thing is not our conversation, but surely to be with you and to have you listening to us...

If ever we do not feel like eating, do not force us.
We know well when we need to and when not to eat.

When our tired legs give way and do not allow us to walk without a cane
Lend us your hand the same way that we did when you tried your first faltering steps.

And when someday we say to you that we do not want to live anymore, that we want to die. Do not get angry. Some day you will understand.
Try to understand that our age is not just lived but survived.

Some day you will realize that, despite our mistakes,
We always wanted the best for you
And we tried to prepare the way for you.


You must not feel sad, angry nor ashamed for having us near you. Instead, try to understand us and help us like we did when you were young.

Help us to walk...
Help us to live the rest of our life with love and dignity.

We will pay you with a smile and by the immense love
we have always had for you in our hearts.

WE LOVE YOU, CHILD.
MOM and DAD


Written by SONGHE wishes you a Blessed Christmas and a Wonderful 2009!!


Love your parents now because time will never stop turning round and round everyday. Each minute, hour gone reflect our age older and older. Body system are weaker and weaker. Is time for us to take care of them when they are old. =)


Wednesday, December 24, 2008

CLINIC yesterday

Took some photos using baby's hp, haha. Waited for my turn in the clinic seems ages time crawling slowly while we window shopping at Orchard. Had my fav vanilla cone mac.

















In the case of Snow White & the Seven Dwarfs, the main story-line remains. We all know how that story goes. Throw in Hossan’s brand of ‘cockness’ to the Alfian Sa’at script and you will find yourself before The Queen (Sebastian Tan) of the Eternal Kingdom: He She who does not pardon imperfection. By that, I mean sending all his her lowly subjects for Enhancement once they turn eighteen. Yes, by 'enhancement', I do refer to plastic surgery.

This version of Snow White shows the technologically advanced Queen first attempting to disfigure Snow White (Elena Wang) by buying over the doctor in-charge of her Enhancement. Of course, the apple was the one that did the magic. It is Snow White & the Seven Dwarfs after all.

The Queen’s favourite events include a yearly beauty pageant where he she crowns herself Queen, year after year. We can always depend on his her trusty Magic Mirror (Celine Rosa Tan) on never telling a lie and in turn serving as a reality check for the “best preserved 85-year-old” Queen.

In order to preserve his her forever hold on his her reign over the Eternal Kingdom, he she goes from being The Queen to Sovereign Majesty to Majestic Majesty and finally The Queen, again.
What is a local musical without the usual dose of political humour? Subtlety is key. This musical hit it right on the nail.

One thing that I really appreciate from this musical is the increased interaction with the audience. Take this scene for example, Prince Charming (Dwayne Tan) asked “Where’s Snow White?” When the audience pointed to the left of the stage, he replied, “Well, maybe I’m not supposed to find her yet!”, effectively sending laughter through the audience.

The cast was a delight to watch. Sebastian Tan did a splendid job as the over dramatic Queen. He was a class act with his diva songbird moments, the many bigger than life wigs as well as the perfect portrayal of Queen of the Eternal Kingdom. Elena Wang who debuted in Singapore earlier this year as the lead of Beauty World, took to that stage like a veteran. Her vocals were crisp, clear and she never missed a note. She commanded that stage and I thought I saw an inkling of Selena Tan in her performance. Attagirl.

What can I say? The usual suspects of Singapore theatre will never let you down. On the contrary, they will leave you in high spirits. JS

Reported by JOYCE



Sunday, December 21, 2008

Our webcam

So cute!!






YESTERDAY

Our seats was at Circle 1, 2nd storey able to view the stage clearly.

During 15min interval, taking some photo using sis's mobile.

Wahahahahaha!!!!!














MARRIED FRIENDS =) CONGRAT!

Hui Ru my sec friend.



Primary school married friends: Soh Xavier,
Hui Ying (Iris Li)

All baby girls...not sure for Xavier.
For me, I still prefer to have relationship rather than marriage!!



Britney Spears' Rolling Stone Covers





The last few years................................................................





Yesterday, the last show for Snow White was awesome!! With lots of interaction and laughters in the threatre. A Clapper provided by them, makes the whole enclosed area full of clapping sound.

My baby bought me a instand video messenger webcam and a travel pouch for my Christmas present. Excitement overwhelmed me unwrapped the red wrapper. HAHA!! We exchanged present. My present was a very useful lights for his Bicycle, unsafe to cycle back without lights and kana FINED if caught by blue men.

No mood to study today. PLAY MY GAMES...kekekeke..

Everyday saying the same old word again, "SIANZ"!!

My holiday starts tomorrow. Pretty fast 2008 will end when tv countdown to 2009.


Thursday, December 18, 2008

It's a new drama.

{The Clue Collector} Pi Li MIT

Solving mysteries in every episode.

YEAH!! Finally, Econs test is over as I struggle mugging hard on it for days. Econs is the opposition of logical analyse. So, all the terms has to be familiar and switch to all the different formulae and translate all the questions into graphs and analyse it.


Continue to blog tml..


Wednesday, December 17, 2008

PEPPER LUNCH!!





There are 2 kinds of Pepper lunch, Pepper Lunch and Pepper Lunch express!! Pepper Lunch is serve at their delicated restaurant while Pepper lunch express is located at various foodcourts! The whole restuarant will have the sizzling sound and smokes floating all over the place that cause your clothes to smell. So, what's another way to enjoy the nice food but not smell is to visit the foodcourts!

I love to eat eat eat!! HAHAHAs..

My dad or my bf will bring me to places where DELICIOUS food is hidding..

FOOD that I CANNOT eat or consume

1. SEAFOOD
2. HONEY
3. MANGO
4. PEACH
5. SPICIES
6. CHILLY
7. SOYABEANS
8. PEANUT

So far, that's what I know myself after taking it, starts to itch!

haixxxxx.....


Saturday, December 13, 2008

王力宏-心‧跳



Not sad enough..HAHAHAHA!! Sound confusion in love.


Friday, December 12, 2008

Britney Spears @ Primetime with Diane Sawyer Part 01,2,3,4,5,6

Watched that when I got home, I love Britney. If I am a singer, she is definitely one of the role model. I would say she has a dificult past, failed marriage, news pressure, etc. Once she cut her hair, smoke, depressed medication, customy for children, etc.

That's LIFE!!

Tired in STATs lecture, 3 hours of writing and concentration and enduring the dry stats. Handed my assignment up, start to study my ECONS topic 6, next week TEST lor. My nick sound depressed that's what Eve told me in msn. I tend to give myself a lot of stress in order to do WELL. Have a degree cert does no guarantee a good job in the market. Love those challenges of passing those exams, is hard but at least I have tried in my life.

Uni is really on your own, but how far can I go with so many NO RESTRICTIONS everyday. HAHAHHA!!

Going to CHIONG my Why Why Love drama acted by Rainie!!!


Thursday, December 11, 2008

I CAN DO IT!




I ask my senior when is exam coming.
Prelim in Feb/March and Exam in Mid May or June.
The study guides have to finish and read the textbook.
It seems a lot but I can do it de! Do the best for everything.
Even my senior encourage me le, must not let myself down.

Pray hard that kangwei is happy in CAMP. He is going in today. Jia you!

Yesterday, sadness poured onto me when I knew the thing is ruin by the stupid cyclist pedal that bang onto the bags of plastics, lucky my BABY was alright. If he hits onto his legs, I will definitely call the police. But when the thing is ruin, my mind becomes clear that all the effort we have put in to find the thing has wasted and why am I doing this now. At this point, I should let go the past but I just can't sometimes. I thought I was strong to accept all the rejections and harmful words. In fact, I forced myself to turn off all the things around me. A complicated girl but also a simple-minded one or people call me silly. U will see my changes next year, no longer the old school girl anymore. This year is a suay year........!!!!!

LET ME CAST AWAY MY OLD ME..............

A happy me at home telling stories to my sister. HAHAHA.. So funny acting all kind of voices.
Planning BBQ or steamboat for my family. Hmm.. still thinking....Family is the best gift to me.


Sunday, December 7, 2008






張棟樑 - 不甘示弱 MV (偶像劇無敵珊寶妹插曲)



Yeah!! Finish my Stats assignment today! Tomorrow is Holiday!! Can sleep longer on bed no need to wake up early for school. Now I love school very much listen attentively to lecturer no matter how tired I am I must concentrate well. Lesson for the year is ending soon. Wow, that's fast. Time flies.

My primary school pal Hui Ying married le. So happy for her, know this good news from Derek, my good pal. Her son's first month is coming. =) She is so xin fu wor. I envy her but individual life is different. To be a mother at such a young age is tough on her. I still have not enjoy my life outside, don't want to be tied at home be a housewife now. I want to finish my studies, work, shopping and holiday with my jie meis.

My mum is right, agree with her that my mr. right will appear no matter under what circumstances. I just have to wait and enjoy my life right now. Need someone that can take care of me everything. HAHA!!Aiya, not so easy to get the right person. And the right person may turn out to be the wrong person.

All my stats notes punch wrong side and all the pages are mess up. No money to bind so punch lor, last minute in a rush punch de. Things are not always right. Sometimes messy things are so cute, I am too serious le la.

張棟樑 is so cool & cute. Saliva drooping..hahah!!



He is from Malaysia..wahahaa!!

My boy is still watching his SOCCER...

I eating biscuit just now. When I return to the kitchen, something "plak" on the floor. It was a lizard. OMG!! it run to the back of the fridge. They are so smart know someone is out, do they have feeling? Scared? They are small friendly dinosaurs to me, understand human language de.



Oh yah, Eileen start a new love. So happy for her, cos lastt time I pray she will find someone that take care of her and accompany her. YEAH!!

Ee ching is coming back from Korea, she took a lot of photos.

Yeah! My cousin sis contact me via friendster. HAHA! Yes! I found Yu ting online, wow she has a lot of happy moment with her hubby bf. ^^So many of us has changed, hope one day all of us can gather and chit chat again, some with hubby or wife. HAHA! That will be fun to share each other stories. All of us are like sisters and brothers playing in primary school, misses those days. So fun, no stress at all.

Happy =)


Thursday, December 4, 2008

Took bus home!!
The bus not dark but the photo is dark..wondering why.



I am very mad this week la, my boy left his bottle at the shop and went back on tuesday! I waited for him for more than half an hour. That's ok. But late for CLASS!! I was happily wake up early prepare for school. Haiz! He left his hp at my place today. Is he blur or absence minded? I need time to adjust myself to his blurness. He got to learn how to take care his assets. So i gave him a folder to put wksheet in case that time he crumpled the paper and his mum thought is rubbish use it to put bone or throw it away.

As for me, learning how to speak good words, used to posion words. That's why a lot of people dislike me. Poison words are true words. Some true words are not nice, but i don't want to lie mah.

I had great fun today crapping with my boy.

Me a nanny that nags and take care of the BIG BABY! HAHAHAHAHAHAH!!


Wednesday, December 3, 2008

FINALLY


My baby finally got his lappy back from SIM LIM today!! I was super sianz without his nagging. HAHA!!


While he was copying notes absent from lesson for ICT. So I prank photo of him lor playing with his mobile. HAHAHAHA!! Catch his head with my GIANT finger!! Super fun!! Self entertain..



Tuesday, December 2, 2008

I am an EXTREME woman



sob sob..test I am stuck at some question. But manage to finish last minute, i know the outcome will be that way. No confident to do anything now. Not the old me anymore. I wanna be a sleeping beauty never wakes up.

Xiao hua last ep le. She met her prince! Just love fairy tales, still the world is reality.

My life is boring, school and home. Shopping centre is similar every where. No life or boring here. Keep it simple, busy lifestyle doesn't suit me. THat's my life!! Enjoy the slacking process everyday!! After so hardworking at poly, time to rest and slack now. CHiong~ start revising soon!!! Gambette!!

I must study and PASS my exams!! So I can get better life next time. Bitter come first after sweetness.

If people dare to bully me I dare to fight back in every means.


Monday, December 1, 2008




After watching the Channel U program 8pm, yifeng and Christphor Lee helping people. I felt sad for the old uncle in the show. His 2 daughters jump down die, left older daughter and son. His house is full of junks as he is gurang guni. All the unfortunate happened to his family. All along I am living in a small well, compared with my life, current life is fortunate still a little suffering for my skin problem. But I believe my skin will get well I am contented enough. As for all the scars, leave it nevermind hope it will fade off as time. There are still a lot people suffering or feel sad in the society. People might termed them as "mad" but behind them have bitter story, who will share with them or who will help them.

My pain is bearable but their heart pain will never heal, old uncle is still strong and cheerful, he cried during interview. I cried too. My heart sank for them. There are things that never be the same again once the period or time passes. Time can't turn back and say "hey you got to cherish her/him now". Everybody has their own story to tell.

Today I go to school early in the morning, train is still so squeezy. Headed school by the full bus, standing at the entrance watching uncle driving and pressing button for the door to open. I just like to observe what people do. Mr Peh has move on the a new chapter for PBF and go through tutorial 3. As usual, break time went to press chips and Green tea. Heheh! Nic me and baby share the chips! We joke around, lunch at MEGABITES!

Of course, I have to start my revision. Tomorrow has POA test. Actually, I fear to fail POA, didn't have confident doing the BS and P&L. I afraid of WAR too after reading the news of Singaporean dying in terrorist attack in Mumbai. My heart hurts when I knew she was headshot, but this is reality. I hate to see people die.

Sometimes I really wish my primary school friend didn't jump down didn't move house. So I can talk to him while we walking home. I can do is feel sad and cry. I am just a crying baby although I am quiet or look "strong" in the outside.

No matter how hard life is, breathe till the end of our lives makes our lives worth living to the fullest. -minru

Life is fragile. Terrorists are so inhuman and brain distaught. Bad guy poison their brain with hatred. But everyone is different, thinking is instill or influence by others.





Min Ru♥

" She’s a lil girl,
living in her perfect world
Until the perfect guy come,
and bring everything together.."




5 in the morning.
I still can't sleep
" Play my NDS, after this 1 hours, I thought, it's better for me to sleep now.."
I'm born.
03031988,,
Gratz.
My life is a messed
It ended a me
my heartbeat
my world.
I'm holding back the tears..
I don't want myself to look so dumb, so lamentable..
& now, there's nth i want to do now.


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