Saturday, July 5, 2008

05 July 08

Today is CH's bdae and my appointment to doc day. We went out and had great fun. Thanks for the movie and dinner. I enjoyed it guys.

My trip to Orchard Clinic

My doctor is an aged indian man who is caring, intelligent, serious, etc. I still remember how he taught me the different creams, and told me to take care myself. This sentence, "what if one day I not around anymore" stuck me. Just felt my heart melts and sadden that moment. My sickness makes me tired and letting go of my life thousand of times, do not have the courage to die. Letting down to many people that know me and God. He gave me life, a chance to be in this world, reborn. I appreciate those people who cares for me.

This blog is for me to type out my own feelings in a way to express my thoughts and feelings. It's hard to keep in my heart, burst it out some day.

Actually I don't want to extend my work in NCS, it's so tiring to work, wake up so early, facing all the work, facing all the weird people, facing the computer everyday. Argggh! Lucky my team is good, my team leader too. I will definitely miss Cristina, Kamali and Neeraja. Cristina is the unique leader I know. Both of them help me a lot, thanks to all who had taught me including all my team mates. I need money for my uni thats why I intend to stay not because of anyone. Naturally, there will be departing whenever beginning lies. I just want the best for myself now. It's hard to please everyone anyway. No doubt, they will appreciate but to take it for granted.

I am a bad girl and will be a bad girl!






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5 in the morning.
I still can't sleep
" Play my NDS, after this 1 hours, I thought, it's better for me to sleep now.."
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It ended a me
my heartbeat
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I'm holding back the tears..
I don't want myself to look so dumb, so lamentable..
& now, there's nth i want to do now.


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