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Thursday, February 28, 2008
Tuesday, February 26, 2008  Today waited for Kor Kor at MRT and he is late lo. Aiyo! Then he ask for tissue in Mrt, I thought He want it for what? Then He clean his shoes. He step on bird shit on the way to work ba. Then, he squaz down to clean his shoes since he can't turn bend 180 degress vertical. HaHa! I xiong him in the office ask him to wash his hands, I scared he get bird flu lol. Very serious sickness ba. Then he still heck care in the office. As for Steven he has a lot of thoughts for his future and he emo in the morning and listen to kor kor lecture about business studies. Hope he do some research what he is going to study if not he can't cope then ciu liao! I also told him don ciu! Aiya I very straight-forward. Heng today never stay for OT sia, Yes Yes is going to be a month for me in the office le. Although no office gossips, but got a bunch of good friends and stick together de, I am contented le lol. Got baby winnie to accompany me in office too. Baby winnie is the fruit of raman and raman wife! Don't see it small small, power sia can walk into Kor Kor bag. Playing hide and seek with mz. I still thinking where it has gone when we left office today. 3.7 guy don't seems to be friendly with me, dono leh, weird weird feeelings. Poor eliza have to work OT yesterday until 9pm plus. Eileen more power, can work OT until 11pm plus, I work so late i will scared to walk home alone. I sure ask kor kor to pei me. mei zhen hor at night scary to walk the deserted pathway to the MRT and so far from offfice too. Now getting used to the life, not so tired but sometimes tired in office. Now still on medicine, I eat in the morning after breakfast in office. Cool! Thanks mei zhen introduce me the mask now my face more smooth le. Kor ask me to buy for his pancake face. Hahaha! Still say man go buy this type of thing very paiseh, later salegirls thought he was gay or cc type. So funny! Office msn abit haywire and cannot logon today. Feel so shiok that I am young girl girl in the office. Always hear mei mei teach me. Next wk my level will be upgrade to level 20 same as mei zhen age. We are 2 loving sista and broke back mountain? Feelings are so complicated last wk, now I feel better after a turnover. Yesterday emo at night. I rather feel numb to everything, inhuman at times. Haha! Now start to focus and pamper myself with beauty care. Yup, I 've stop wasting time on impossible matters. I don't believe in miracles now. Everyone so busy thinking of their future and pathway to walk and steps to take for their future. Taking notes and references from them now. Sunday, February 24, 2008 不要把别人对你的好 视为理所当然, i like this phrase. It means don't take people's good treat as natural.. Cos if u don treasure those care and concern, soon after the person get tired, they will not treat u good le. Regret also no use at all. So treasure those people that treat u good and treat them back. Sunday le..tmr still have to go work in the morning have to wake up so early and steven still say me why always so tired and complaint tired lol. This wk is my number 4 wk means is going to be a month since i join the company working and know my bunch of friends for a month. HuRRAY! Only mz and kor know i go see doctor on friday. I sleep the whole day sat after eating the dizzy medicine. My mum still grumble and grumble, feel so sad yesterday, have the urge of dying but I didn't. I am so touched raman wife still concern about me. Thanks ar. Kor also help me to get away so that the person will not find me le. I stone in Mrt station platform, haha no la not thinking of jumping down. Just emo that friday night, hmm thinking whether to go yishun with them and see doc on sat morning or go see doc. Mz told them i am tired to go out with them so went home. Now I home alone, so lonely. Watch smiling pasta until ep 17 le. Yes! going to finish watching soon. New commer Mr. Tiong Cai aka 3.7 guy cos his gpa got 3.7 and he was very funny. He told us that exercise can enlarge our heart and we imagine that he got breast after running for many km. Haha! His theory all very ridiculous, his life is exercise and study. Can see that he like to talk to mz. MZ hot sia, a lot of guys wanna to talk to u..Hahaha..she support me cos we are in the same boat. I share my xin shi with her on msn. Finally know that why she still like his ex, he is a nice guy. I have no one to like me and take care of me le.. have no regrets even I leave the world now. I 've done my best in everything and I want to go Uni with U, mz. If I able to go uni, have not let my ex-bf down. Guess i will invite him to my graduation day, he has help me in my studies a lot. Help me write essay in army, teach me maths, encourage me when exams, he always believe that I am a clever gal even though i told him i am a stupid gal. I believe we will make it to NTU or NUS de! Kambata! I fall in love with this song 亲爱的，那不是爱情 - 张韶涵 This is a meaningful song 庆幸有你爱我 - 蔡淳佳 Saturday, February 23, 2008 Yesterday was friday and my working pals was waiting for me in MRT. I am so touched lol first time join one bunch of friends. In poly used to be together in year 1 but after that I was not in the bunch of poly friends anymore, abit sad that time. Hmm, skin outbreak these few days. I just went to see doctor for the first time i went to see doctor in BB clinic today. Hope will get better. Steven jio me to go bugis see hp on sat with kor n mei zhen? I am sad that kang wei seem relunctant to chat with me online and can sense that he dislike me. Misunderstanding happen between us? but anyway I treasure our friendship me eug zhong hua kang wei. Kang wei learn the basics of php. I falling asleep now after medicine digest in my stomach. God bless Me. Thnks too! Thursday, February 21, 2008 Wednesday, February 20, 2008  I felt very bad making fun of my kor kor but I find it funny and laugh all the way home sia. Wah, he very wei da sia say I happy can le. Anyway, I didn't blog for a few days because of "tired". Everytime going home take train back that time I always felt so sleepy and no place to sit. Woo..my kor and I can speak cantonese sia. My face so pale when working like ghost dono why. Why I am tired leh is because I not used to waking up so early and work, is like going to school for class at 8am. Shag! Sleep on the train every morning and got to see Zhang le sheng from superstar de. He wrote songs to singer and his singing was ok. Sit opposite him and he will alight at krangi or Marsling. Steven still ask me to sleep early, how early can it be? My poor pale face, mei zhen help me buy the mask. Try it when I am free. And my stupid long hair so dry and didn't cut for months. Haha! Yup going for a makeover and be a pretty office girl. Today went to surf net and look at handphones, no special or anything I like de. Then, my kor lend me his ngee ann poly jacket very cold in the office almost tio flu lol.Mei zhen buy chocolate and sweets we share share in the office and I have to distribute them to others. Emo today in office, dazed in front of the computer screen or suck water from my water bottle lo thats what I always do and kor will ask me to do his work. Haha! Sunday, February 17, 2008 Today is Sunday..Wooo! My brother is sexy superman wor. Haha! Eileen introduce me the new show "Smiling Pasta"! Hmm..very nice show. I like this sentence, "smile yi smile mei you zhe mo gou bu liao de"! Hee hee..my wish came true le my ge really very concern about me wor. Yesterday, my ge online chat with me and told me that MAN U win Arsenal wor! I pm Kang wei. He appear offline as usual, haha, both of them "cake" in hokkien. Cos I disturb them say MAN U will win. BleHzz! =P Eug, I am free on wkends so can help u abit on database if U need help ok. I am not worried about U, just free haven start uni mah, so offer my help lol. Fan xin I will not disturb u de. After grad, poly will become my past memories le ba. Many things has changed since my breakup, CCK kpool is no more there, arcade neocard used to take with my ex, no more exist. Strangely, all the unhappy objects seem to be remove from my sight out of the sudden le. Every month 21 is our monthly anniversary, I still rmb. Sob Sob! Angel has to get on with her life. New name new life new year new school new bag new bf new bdae! Hahaha..still searching for new bf leh. :) Saturday, February 16, 2008  Friday, February 15, 2008  14 FeB Yesterday was too tired for me, wake up at 6.40am in the morning and go to work, still have to do the verification and review scenario. Work Work Work until 6pm we all go off for our movie, CJ7 at ps. Bought popcorns and each set has a rose, just nice all the girls have one rose. The movie was meaningful and nice. Despite poor or sick or anything, have to work hard no matter is study or working, parents are very important person to us too! I always don like my mum to nag me, but now I like because she cares about me and I don't want her to leave me. After show went to eat dinner until dono what time. Then my kor kor take the same train as me, he suggested that he send me home around 11 pm plus le ba. I say no need de, but he send me home, so not bad ar. He is really a good kor kor. :) Nowadays so many stuffs to do and keep changing format de lol, the assistant leader cannot make up her mind 1. Shag! Haa! Let me be the leader ba, Haha! Very funny, yesterday ask my kor kor a question in msn, what if the mary like u, what is your reaction. He was sleepy de suddenly this question make him awake immediately. He say really ar...Haha! I was joking with him. My skin eruption this few days because of the workload. Stress lol! Somemore I am a newbie and have to learn many programs and do it and I sleep late. OMG! I dono how to take care of myself. -_-! Feel painful nw. Sob! Sob! 15 Feb Today wake up after 7am, really very tired previous day sleep late and my bed is too comfortable. Eat breakfast, and drank the chicken essence to stay awake, bath le rush out and sleep in the train. Sms my kor kor ask him want to drink chicken essence anot. I feel bad mah so late he still send me home and sleep late. Surprisely, he does not feel tired wor.In the train was half awake. Heard "Yio Chu Kang" , wake up and run out of the Mrt. Saw them walking and walk with them to office. Continue working with the reviews, the leader keep changing her mind and add this or don't do this, suddenly say do this and that. Feel like squeezing her cheeks, watch the CJ7 so cute and squeeze it and become bloated. Imagination in office. Haha! I got the pet CJ7 in my comp in office! Steven went online to find it. After work went to AMK to play arcade, yup got the card! I tap most of the games for them to play, I don't really mind money. I am not those calculative person, somemore I got 10 bucks free when I top up 10 bucks! Kor Kor pro sia one hand shoot the BBall. Make fun of steven today. Oops! He play bball with Elizabeth and they score almost 100 together. His first time to play bball wor. I tell him that I sponsor him one play for them to play. Hee! I very naughty girl this is what I told them. Now my head is floating le. Have to sleep. ZzZzzZzzz.. Thanks God for everything. I enjoy every moment now. Wednesday, February 13, 2008 =feeling sleepy in the morning.= I am late again miss the train and Elizabeth waited for me at the MRT station. Just now my cousin sis ask me to teach her primary sch maths, I was rusty in primary stuffs. So, consider free part time home tutor lol. I hope she can get into express stream and study well in school. A little help can make a differences. Haha! Today got work from Willy did the excel sheet using the server computer lol. I still don't have plugs for power supply, Haha, I went round telling all the leaders. Without computer, cannot work mah, they don't want to help, thats it lol have to wait for free computer then can use and do my work. I have meeting today and assigned to HBL subsystem. I still have to do CON system tml for data prep and verification check the data in the Mainframe. No mainframe experience so I have to learn more from there. And during introduction, I discover that most the indian ladies were lecturers in programming in India, wow!! Pro sia! Don't k siao wor, my company all IT expert sia. Haha! Yup, have to be selected from the interview and all study IT related courses. Talking about real-life experience, so far, the programmers in the office are pro typers and react very fast for coding when u ask them. That time, we consult of the programmer for SQL coding and he type very fast and explain the coding to us. WOW! Even better than lecturers lol. Attended some meetings and most of them are announcement or updating us about the progress. I bought a new mouse for myself a white, light, cute mouse. I have a lot of notes to read and remember all the steps to run different program in the mainframe. Hmmm..Study and working at the same time. BlaH! I have a new brother in office wor. Wong is my kor kor now. He is going to teach me in the office and accompany me home, took the same way home in the train. Elizabeth meeting her friends in town today, so left me and kor kor chatting in train. Aiyo! I told steven and wong that I seem to be little girl in age but I know many stuffs, even they chat about army stuff, i also know what they are talking, hmm .. So sianz nowadays never have chance to go out and play. I miss zhong hua, how is she le? Kang wei still haven burn movie for me, so sad. Jie Min thanks for your concern for my application in University! I appreciate that U make an effort to tell me to apply early. I didn't know that U miss the application date for doctor. Medical courses are hard to get in right? I guess so.  Table for 3 now. Yup! Happy to sit beside my friends at the back and chit chat and most imptly wong can teach me! He is pro sia. I can learn how to be crazy like Mei Zhen from her. Shi fu! So far, I enjoy my day at work and day in office! We plan to go out on V day together after work! =) Tuesday, February 12, 2008 Haha..Tired to blog today! I am happy in Office. Going to be busy soon and work work work! Sunday, February 10, 2008     Haha! Just applied NTU & NUS online application. Randy help me with the internet banking for the NUS cos I can't find the 8 pin numbers. So sweet of him helping me for that. Thanks god too! Eug appear in msn and talk to me, wAh, he seldom so good de pm me first, Haha, cos I always the one who pm him lol and he gave me some advice on selecting the courses and the sequences. NUS still have to post them supporting documents which I already prepare and put in the envelope, still left the stamp. Have to ask my mum for it tomorrow. Wahaha! Relieve everything is settle and I don't have to worry too much for it. Gosh! Willy and Tracy our team leader is resigning, they work until coming friday only. I gonna miss them abit. Haha! Who will teach me? Seem like the experts were all gone out of a sudden. New leader seems to be more blur than me? Indeed, he is walking around the room asking the leaders to teach him, but who is going to teach this big kid? Wahaha. I small kid, think I am the second youngest in the office, Harry Potter 18 mah. His name is Ying Jun and he look alike Harry Potter lol. Yesterday, working in the morning, my stupid card cannot access the office, fortunately Elizabeth was with me. We went to AMK for lunch and foodcourt. The first time I know the way and brought her upstairs to the foodcourt. My hands seem to be weak, can't even hold the fork properly and it drop on the floor. OMG! Hope nobody see it. But, I told Elizabeth. Haha! I ate the korean stone rice. Maybe I stone for awhile the fork drop on the floor. What a lame joke! Hmmm..Elizabeth went to buy drinks for me and herself, my fav ice lemon tea! I scared I will be hungry then gastric pain, so I went to breadtop to buy one bread just in case have to stay back and do until very late. Yep! I know how to use the MainFrame already. It is similar to DOS program using keyboard to control. The nice or maybe bad to eyes is the blue and red color with black as background. Damn difficult to see and my eyes like dye and irritated lol. Our project dircetor brought some CNY sweets and pork cracker for us. So cute, she distributed the sweets to us. So kind of her! I did the BP checking today, the team leader was quite satisfied with my work and he say "Thank you" to me. I was like "eh..". He ask one by one to show him and he update the inventory list of things we do. HoHoHo! Now Angel has done 3 tasks! Cheer for myself! What do I do on Monday? Hope, I did not get so heavy workload! Pray hard now. Press "send", haha, send my prayer to God, hope he receive. Try praying if U meet any difficulty in life. Now I am adapting to my new life. Angel in the Office, I try to learn everything as possible. I like to learn new stuffs. Sitting beside Yu Kun on monday, see him working. Wahaha! Guess I offer my help to him, so that he is not so stress about work. Many of them wanna quit the job. Keep complaining OT no pay. But I did research or my dad told me that , the government law is those above 1500 will not get OT pay lol. Anyway, I told Elizabeth about it. OMG! I am so scary, know a lot of stuffs sia. Haha! Oh ya, my office is using COBOL programming, wah! I went online to research on it. It is COmmon Buiness-Oriented language. See I so smart. *want to vomit* Haha! I am not that smart, just kidding! Hope one day, I become Prof Angel and write one IT book or textbook for students. Haha! Everyone will study that book and learn a lot of IT stuffs or new stuffs. So cool! I am dreaming la, Pisces ppl like me always live in their own world sometimes. And Pisces ppl easily emo, aha, got overloaded by water ba, Pisces is fish, fish in the water too much water then have to cry to let water out lo. What a stupid theory I make up! Saturday, February 9, 2008  This is the MaP!  This is the latest photo we took in the office!nice!     Friday, February 8, 2008    Yox! I am going to cut and dye my hair. So sick of the same hair style for so long! HahaHa.. Still thinking where. .. .. . . . . . . . . Before I d.., I am going to spend all my money and be happy all the day first. Haha.. From: Crazy Gal!  Thursday, February 7, 2008 I had enough of not being myself. Haha. Wong say I image conscious, he is right about it. I should be back myself. Very tired of being "GOod" to people all the time. I start to delete all the people that I dislike from my msn and those I dono, last time add too many or ppl added me. Haha! Sometimes, feel like dying and leave this world and just don't want to do anything. My memory is formatting, Haha, like a computer. New System will be ready by next mth. Oh, going to be 20 soon. Went out in the morning and just came back. The shops are close so went home to eat lunch in the afternoon. I wear a sexy dress.Hahaha. Just kidding, I am so old fashioned. Everyday very sleepy, oh no, I got sleepy sickness dono from where. Haha. My eyes quite tired, maybe see too much computer everyday. And my job is to spot the difference in numbers. Haha! Not picture. *Yawn* I go slp le.zzZzzZzzZZzZZ Maybe one fine day I stop blogging in my blog. My blog will be dead or freeze for a yr ? I don't like anyone now!KY pls don't msg me anymore.Thanks! 3rd of March <- Angle's Birthday Randy is one of my good friend. S i N ² says: yah...so wait for me to get it..den when im back in sg... i'll call u den pass u He is going to buy bdae present for me. Wahaha! So happy! Hey, guess a simple lunch with my colleagues will be a joyful day! Eug kor kor will u make anything for me? Sounds disgusting those xiao mei mei (small girl) will say kor kor (means brother in chinese) in a soft tone. WaHaHa! I am going to collect red packets Today! Thanks Elizabeth for ya sweet msg! Seeyou hope is Monday. Don't call us go back on sat. Haha! Let take taxi on sat if hab. But sat canteen open? Oh no, I don't want to have gastric pain again! sad! Wahaha! Wednesday, February 6, 2008 新年快乐！ 3rd Day of work was terrible. Tired and hungry. Today is CNY eve and the canteen didn't open and we got nth to eat in the office, there is no food center outside, hmm have one at a few km or at AMK but we want to go home so we bear with empty stomach and went back to office. Our team leader, Willy and Tracy have a meeting with us and ask us to come back to work in the wkends. I opt for sat cos I have family gathering on sun so cannot make it to office. OT don't have pay, at least we can claim our transport fee. Yup, taking taxi down to work is nice cos don't have to work from Yio Chu Kang across the dangerous road. Maybe one day or night, I might fly off, haha car bang me so I fly off lol. Aiyo, mei zhen ask me if I am single, haha, she wanted to introduce her brother to me about 24 this yr. Quite funny today went home with elizabeth and wong. Wong sitting in the center so that he can communicate with elizabeth, they doesn't really know each other. OMG! Wong didn't know that Elizabeth live in BB and actually she and he can accompany each other in the train lol. Haha.of Cos if indivdual OT is a different story. Oh, everyday I speak English with Elizabeth. Practise my speaking. Not bad too. My CNY hopes.. 1. Gain more Knowledge (learning multi-media stuffs) 2. Gain more Money (work, work, work, bear with hunger, tiredness, workload) 3. Gain more Friends (know more friends from work & uni if I am able to enter) 4. Gain more experience (handle work and interpersonal skills) 5. Gain more Smiles (Happy everyday, sth for me to do everyday) 6. Gain more Clothes (work hab some money to buy) 7. Gain more Handbags (work hab some money to buy a pretty bag) 8. Gain more books (start uni hab some money to buy notes) Aiya my wireless mouse is spoilt, I dono why the cover keep coming out and irritating. It cost about 30 bucks. Sad. Finally today have my own company email account and password. Elizabeth help me to test it out. I still don't have my own place and comp, just floating or wondering around from place to place. Getting to know some of them in the office. The meeting is a real one not csw those kind. Haha! Not bad, real life experiencing office work. Ms Easter is the Manager, she is very serious and come to the office to have meetings with the team leaders. There are 5 team Leaders in the office plus some Java developers around. Wow! In the morning, nth to do so sit in front and my eyes starts to close. Haha! Went back to the back seat and see Yu kun do his SIT stuffs. Wanna slp le, then wong call me and ask me about the uni stuffs so I went to sit at the back. Sit there nth to do, see him play the game and saw www.laozhabor.blogspot.com, his fav. Mei Zhen fav idol is RAIN!! Haha. I am tired everyday so I have no energy to be sporty, but when I am too tired I will become crazy and talk rubbish. My foots pain sia everyday walk to work. Online talking to Mat, he is not bad still concern about me as I have gastric pain without food just now at office. Just now ate abit of duck meat, my mum feed me while I am eating the vege. Eat a little so my gastric pain will go away. Yup Yup going to eat union dinner later at about 7pm. Feel like slping now. *Yawn! My mum prepare all the food and my dad cook. I am bless with happiness from my family and friends. They are good to me. *Thank you GOD* +I love my family!+ +I love my friends!+  Tuesday, February 5, 2008 Today is the 2nd day of work. Just in time to go into Mrt to meet Elizebeth. I use Shi fu computer as he was away for his driving practical test. Ytd night, we watched 鬥牛·要不要 Ep.12 and chat in msn. Also chat with mei zhen in msn. Mei zhen is a cute girl and a happy girl, with her around laughters will confirm de lol. Learn verification and data prep. Elizabeth my new mentor, sitting besides her, she explain until very clearly to me. But today she has to stay back to do up her stuffs, I went home with wong,mei zhen, aidal to Mrt. Ye! Wong learn multimedia de he still had his stuffs like notes with him, I ask him to lend me. He is going Uni also wanna take up accountacy too, same thinking as me. However, accountacy was a popular demanding courses, I told him to think twice cos we don't have the cert and business sure hab many girls to take up. Girls no need to go army. Elizebeth studied EEE in NTU, she say the type of job is tough for girls plus really difficult to solve the stuffs. So, I better not take up that course and I am sure, I don't want to take or meet my ex-bf. He broke my heart. Haix. My heart is broken, waiting for a special guy to mend it back. Haha! Having past relationship doesn't mean better than those who wish to have one. Many of my friend wish to hab a relationship now. Hmm. Hope they find someone treasure them and feel happy together. Office don't have hot guys, international office wor as it come from other countries. Shit, my small toes got bubble. Ar! abit pain. Ytd night I emo again, this time I chose to be alone and just cry lo. At least feels better after crying. +cry+ baby! I sms Kang wei at office, know that he is fine with his work. Guess he didn't talk to the girls or busy with his work. I appreciate that he reply me. =) Still haven make up my mind what course to take, guess many people apply already. hmmm... Monday, February 4, 2008 First day at work was waiting and waiting... Someone approach me and make my pass to access those doors in the buildings.I still lost my way inside. After walking and wondering around and asking for direction finally I am at the right block, but i forgot which floor. OMG! Went to Lvl 7 and saw nth, then went down to Lvl 6 and see weird place. So i pick up my courage and went to Lvl 7 cos i rmb correctly is Lvl 7 and I scan my card to open the door. I walk to the toilet direction and rmb the the room was near there. Yup, me really a mi lou girl. I hate to lost my way everytime. Guess I can't go travel alone, if not I will lost my way to somewhere. Haha! Finally, I use Angel as my name. Everyone rmb me as Angel more easy to rmb. They will say flying angel. Haha. Most of them were older than me. Just one guy look like Harry potter de he is 18. He is handsome cos he look like Harry Potter. My shi fu, yu kun taught me some of the basics stuffs and he is call "Lao jiao", it sound weird when that indonesia lady pronounce it in a funny sound, end up everyone laugh. Very fun to know them 4 girls and 4 guys, include me. One girl leave today after working for 2 wks. Hmm.. Have to work OT and don't have pay wor. Many of them complaining. I still don't have my own computer and own area to work cos not enough place. How I wish I can work near them so we can joke and crap around. And they are really good and experience. Some of them are going into university and they have already apply for it. Haha. I think my choice around the same as them. It will be good to have friends with me in university. Elizebeth is going to work with me, she just live at BB. We can go home and go work together at least I am not alone anyone. Eug thanks for your encouragement ytd msg. It really shows that u care for me. I know lah as a sis. Hee! I will not dare to think any ting now. No time to think too. I will not disturb U and kang le. Happy 2 loving birds. Chip Chip! Wahahah!! Have to work OT :( I feel fortunate to hab them around! Sunday, February 3, 2008 What Your Handwriting Says About You You are sometimes a very energetic person, but you are sometimes quite lethargic. You're moody, prone to ups and downs, and you don't have a lot of endurance.You range from very outgoing to very shy. You are a shapeshifter who is very versatile. You adapt well, and you look at things from many angles.You are very detail oriented and meticulous. You are a careful thinker and a true intellectual.You need a bit of space in your life, but you're not a recluse. You expect people to give you a small amount of privacy, and you respect their privacy as well.You are conservative, old fashioned, and a little stubborn. You are resistant to change.You are a good communicator. You work hard to get your ideas across effectively. Wake up shoulder pain, yesterday walking around with my Laptop. My precious Lappy is so heavy. -_- Since primary school, I have to decide which secondary school to enter and rank them. In sec2, I have to chose to go to either of the 3 express classes in Hillgrove. Of cos, results will determine which class I go even if I opt for class 1, but OMG! I really squeeze into 3E1 and started to learn all those difficult subjects. After sec sch, make poly courses choices and rank them. My parents was not highly-educated people, so I have to do all the choices myself and they say I decide for my own life. It is true, I have the freedom to decide my own life even I can chose to go ITE or work. Now I don't have the mood to chose courses in university. Haha! Nobody is going uni with me wor plus I don't have money to go. I am not a rich girl. Sometimes, envy those people whose lives is nicely planned by someone, they just follow or their parents can give them suggestions. so "FAN" now! Just feel like locking myself up at home and do nothing..waste my life away just like that. . . . . . . . .. . . . . . .. .. . . . . .. . . . . . . .. . . . . Haha! Saturday, February 2, 2008 Today, I went to suntec city for the NTU talk. Eug wake up late and we meet later, whereas kang wei went to national library to wait for us. I still mad at him in the morning. Haha! I wore my new cute top today, cos CNY should wear something red so maybe I wear a brighter top on CNY. I having my reunion at my uncle hse on the 10 Feb. So tired, I brought my Laptop to install photoshop and 3D-Max to learn them. I want to become a web designer but after learning some basics from my friend, maybe tired ba after walking from sim lim square to the National Library and it was drizzling outside. I was afraid I get sick, so i wore my coat and cover my head lol. It was so warm as I walked with my friend, mat. Meng jian just came back from thailand and he wanted to buy a camera. I called and sms Rick to find out the lowest price and a good one cost about $329. Oh, Rick was a sale promotor at vivo selling cameras, he was my primary school friend. He got a lot of friends whether is bad or good ones. He has wide area network of friends. If anyone bully me, he will help me wor. Don't mistaken, he is not a gangster or I am in any gang. I am a +guai+ kia = +good+ gal. So in the morning, I go out with 2 guys. In the evening, I meet another 2of my friends. I thought I just meet mat but meng jian was with him. They are both my good friends from violin club. Me and arina in the violin club that time and meng jian was our senior in school. He taught us violin, but in the end we give up cos is hard to learn music and it was not fun. Mat was in the gems class with me but that time we didn't know each other. That gems was discovering music, jian ning was my good pal we went to the same gems. I also with him and the other 3 guys, jackie, darren, randy in the same gems -> Network Marketing lol. Yup, all around me are guys and they are my good pals and good bunch of friends. Alvin was my pri and sec friend, saw him at westmall that day. I didn't talk to him, I was rushing to pass Eugene my stuffs for scanning. And animation making was really cool but time consuming. Later I become tomboy always hang out with guys. Me and zhong hua planning to do web design business so we start learning design software now. Wow..I was so busy until no time to decide what to study in university. Haha. Study university is to learn more stuffs and degree average pay is about $2770 the talk stated. But, it seem tough. OMG! I know eug also worried about his future and what to study. He is stress cos got maths. I will be stressful if I get into comp sci cos got a lot of programming stuffs to learn. Haix! My life is sux! Is not easy to be successful de. Like today, I have a thought of giving up, why should I attend those talks and went to install and learn those web design software? I should enjoy my holiday, stay at home and rest and play now. ARgggHH.. or should I just work in a gift shop in the shopping center for the rest of my life until i find a husband to support me then i no need to work just be housewife? izzit that simple life for a woman. Most woman will want to marry a rich guy and no need to work like the show 惡作劇2吻, so envy xiang qin. Aiya, suddenly feel so sad that no one by my side to encourage, concern, love me. Haha! I talk a lot about my thoughts in the blog. I miss those old days. Now I know everything was planned and for my good sake, I still blame him that time. I should not let him down and I will continue to be strong. Sometimes feel so lousy and fear of failure. I was a failure in sec school and I completely didn't study for most of my subjects except maths cos my teacher Mrs Loo pushed us and we did all the questions in 10 yrs series plus school exam papers plus staying back in sch for remedial. I didn't let her down, I continue to work hard on my maths in poly and get A for every sem. My friend, zi xian got DIST for maths every sem, he more power than me. Haha! Mrs Cheng was a good maths lecturer too! She visit my booth in spinnovex and ask me to apply university. :) I am an +emotional+ gal and +sensitive+ to others. I am very grateful to those friends or people who has been in my life and help me before. Jian ning & Randy are my heros and role models. They are working and expose themselves to many IT stuffs. Words for my best friends +Mummy u must rest and take care yourself ok. If u need someone to accompany you to the doctor or need someone to talk to can approach me ok. Feel free to approach me. If you got any xin shi also can share with me. +Eugene u must start to plan your FYP database and learn php. Don't waste time on designing your web page. Coding part is really difficult and headache to link them up. Haha. U did a good job, keep it up leader! +Peggy u must rest more and don't overwork yourself. Money is important but health and studies are more important +Kang wei u must concern about your friends and put down your hatred towards your sisters. I hope you will change for a better person and know more friends. +mat u must be happy and see my prayers works. Your army life getting better le and nobody will bully u anymore. You are a nice person and helpful too. Be more positive alright. +meng jian , I believe you will be a great musician. You are a capable guy and your grandma will always be there for u. U make her proud and I feed your rabbit in facebook while u in thailand training, sergeant TAN! Haha. +mei jun, thanks for your words and concern. You are right, next time when I am rich got lots of guys woo me but I don't want small white face guys. Haha! U must take care in your navy job. But u be able to go round the globe to see handsome guys! +Khim, u must faster recover and I already pray for u. I am glad that u have improvement, don't worry I will visit u when I am free maybe lunch break drop by there and visit u. +Zhong Hua, u are my great partner in school projects and assignments. U understand my working attitude, I am serious and expect excellent stuffs. Thanks for your accompany in sch and a good sister too! +Jian Ning, I believe u will find a nice girl or wife de. Your hard works during all the years make u strong and successful. Take care yourself wor. Hope to go surf wave with u in Aus, haha, u are such a good swimmer. +Randy, u must take care yourself and eat medicine wor. Thanks for your help to install drivers in my laptop and brought me to national lib a beautiful environment to study and do research. The only thing i can help u is photocopy csw booklet and went all the way to expo to give u that time and update u about school work. what a sucks night today. I was feeling ok and happy. Suddenly mention some stupid topic and I get sad and even mad. That makes me felt like I don't want to be his friend cos it was not worth it. But, why should I give in to him? Huh, explain leh Mr Ong. Ask me not to argue with him and still say my caring will end up myself angry. All is my fault can le ba. I shouldn't have got into you two lives and end up being unhappy. Lucky, eug has a scanner and he help me scan my stuffs. Thanks! Friday, February 1, 2008  This morning Lynn called me and say that I got the job! Yes Yes! I will start work on MONDAY. I walk there about 10mins to exercise, hope my shoes will not be tear off. Fortunately, I bought a new pair of shoes and my sis birthday present ready. I found this pretty interesting The Girl who SPLIT into 5 the animation is so movie style of. Don't worry, I will not let my supportors down, I will blog every night about my events and hot happennings in the office. Please continue to support my blog if not it will be close down. Next event in my blog will be "Angel in the BIG office!", "Any Hot guys around the office", etc. Haha!! So tired now I feel like sleeping, ZH seldom sms me or call me. So sad, are we drifting apart? Haix. Haha, sound like a couple problem. Nobody accomapany me later. I just sms kang to ask him out to play, I don't think he will accept my invitation. Let me introduce him, Kang 20 this year is a shy, quiet, smart, talented, playful, football fans, cute guy. He is a brother to me and any girls want to know him please tag me. Haha! I believe he will go far in his life, he is always so confident and hardworking towards every goal and deal. :P 2am in the middle of the night. I just ate supper and watch 惡作劇2吻 now. After watching 惡作劇2吻, I have many thoughts. As I have said, my mind always whirling with many thoughts some are scary and some of wierd or lovely kind ba. Aiya, nobody talk to me so I blog it down all the thoughts online. So boring now, mummy you play arcade ? Hua seldom play then nobody play with me. Oh ya, mummy I bought a pair of shoes at AMK Hub yesterday. In the morning, I msn you that I go to Ngee Ann City tower A but I blur blur don't no how to go to the office there. End up calling and walking up and down by myself. I need a guy to be my directory. HaHa! Just kidding lah, so bored and making stupid illusion of romantic scene, watch too much show on tv. I went for an interview yesterday and felt lost in the LOST Episode. Many mix feelings added up together = blur. I was scared before I travel to the next destination for my interview at Yio Chu Kang. I walked the wrong direction and didn't know that the small bus interchange was at the back of the MRT station. I went for the taxi. You know what? I open the taxi door and the door bang onto the metal of the waiting bar, guess my vexed feelings turn into strength and open the door too hard. I say sorry to the uncle. That was my first time in taxi alone. Surprisely, I keep looking out of the window to remember the direction so that next time can walk to that place for work if I am selected. Me needs encouragement from people so I call my tong xue up and encourage me. Last time, my ex-bf always encourage me everytime I have low morale. Now being alone is so scary. Nobody give me comment or share their thoughts with me. I have to share my thoughts with a blank screen computer. Haix.. Yah, there is a guy who wanted me to be his gf but I don't really like him and should I give him a chance? Maybe one fine day I might accept him? My shoulder so suan, I ask my mum to paste the salonpas tomorrow. A +rely+ on people girl. That's typical me. I want to thank you my tong xue for the encouragement and believe I will success. Hee! That guy sms me again. OMG! I have many plans for future, bet that is good for a beginner. I am learning to be an adult, to be responsible, independent, serious, etc. Somehow, envy those who got married after studies and stay home no need to worry about job stuffs or future. At least there is someone who is willing to support them. I almost walk or drive into that kind of lifestyle but end up reversing back and drive to another challenging route where there is hills, wave road, round road where you can't see any ending or felt dangerous. Rounded road is that kind of genting M'sia road, anytime any mistake may fell down of the hill or even death. If you succeed driving up, you will enjoy those wonderful places, rides at the amusement park. Hmmm..I wonder whether I got the job anot. The pay is near $2K wor is hard to find for a temporary job. Actually, I didn't bother about the amount of money, I just want to do something during the long breaks and not staying or locking up myself at home again. Hates: being alone selfish person ... 1. Plan 2. Make decision 3. Execute |
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