Friday, February 1, 2008

2am in the middle of the night. I just ate supper and watch 惡作劇2吻 now. After watching 惡作劇2吻, I have many thoughts. As I have said, my mind always whirling with many thoughts some are scary and some of wierd or lovely kind ba. Aiya, nobody talk to me so I blog it down all the thoughts online. So boring now, mummy you play arcade ? Hua seldom play then nobody play with me. Oh ya, mummy I bought a pair of shoes at AMK Hub yesterday. In the morning, I msn you that I go to Ngee Ann City tower A but I blur blur don't no how to go to the office there. End up calling and walking up and down by myself. I need a guy to be my directory. HaHa! Just kidding lah, so bored and making stupid illusion of romantic scene, watch too much show on tv. I went for an interview yesterday and felt lost in the LOST Episode. Many mix feelings added up together = blur. I was scared before I travel to the next destination for my interview at Yio Chu Kang. I walked the wrong direction and didn't know that the small bus interchange was at the back of the MRT station. I went for the taxi. You know what? I open the taxi door and the door bang onto the metal of the waiting bar, guess my vexed feelings turn into strength and open the door too hard. I say sorry to the uncle. That was my first time in taxi alone. Surprisely, I keep looking out of the window to remember the direction so that next time can walk to that place for work if I am selected. Me needs encouragement from people so I call my tong xue up and encourage me. Last time, my ex-bf always encourage me everytime I have low morale. Now being alone is so scary. Nobody give me comment or share their thoughts with me. I have to share my thoughts with a blank screen computer. Haix.. Yah, there is a guy who wanted me to be his gf but I don't really like him and should I give him a chance? Maybe one fine day I might accept him? My shoulder so suan, I ask my mum to paste the salonpas tomorrow. A +rely+ on people girl. That's typical me. I want to thank you my tong xue for the encouragement and believe I will success. Hee! That guy sms me again. OMG!
I have many plans for future, bet that is good for a beginner. I am learning to be an adult, to be responsible, independent, serious, etc. Somehow, envy those who got married after studies and stay home no need to worry about job stuffs or future. At least there is someone who is willing to support them. I almost walk or drive into that kind of lifestyle but end up reversing back and drive to another challenging route where there is hills, wave road, round road where you can't see any ending or felt dangerous. Rounded road is that kind of genting M'sia road, anytime any mistake may fell down of the hill or even death. If you succeed driving up, you will enjoy those wonderful places, rides at the amusement park. Hmmm..I wonder whether I got the job anot. The pay is near $2K wor is hard to find for a temporary job. Actually, I didn't bother about the amount of money, I just want to do something during the long breaks and not staying or locking up myself at home again.
Hates:

being alone

selfish person

...
That will be nice to learn something new and spend time outside. Everyday the same routine makes me say huh. I hope the job will be interesting and easy? Is a real experience and not school assigment anymore. It matters and it is our responsibility to bring the best output to our clients. Clients must feel the sense of satisfaction and happiness. Anyway, talk to someone in high post is not a scary task. I imagine too much. They are humans after all. Haha!
I want to show you guys something special. This makes me happy. I decide to make myself happy everyday. I come across this nice keyboard sticker.



I paste it on my lappy keyboard. It was colourful and my life starts to fill with colours too. After the job, I have to plan my university stuffs. All those registrations and analyze each computing courses. I am not kidding, I am serious with all those planning. The key to success is

1. Plan

2. Make decision

3. Execute
This is what I think and anyhow write out theory. I not sure whether I am an +intelligent+ gal or just stupid? I know nothing about the job but went for interview, maybe end up being scolded by the leader? I don't care, I want to learn new stuffs this year and willing to try anything. I am a +bold+ gal. I am not afraid to express my feeling whether it is bad or good. If the person did wrong, I will not give face and tell that person straight in the face. Ouch! I hurt a lot of people feelings and lose a lot of friends. In mind, I believe if that person don't realise mistakes and continue to be like that it will cost the person's future. Maybe my scolding will enlighten him/her even he/her not my friend anymore. Once, I really told pria that don't waste time in poly not studying and escaping from exams taking MC. And told her that I believe she is a capable woman who can talk to many person and if she study hard and get good result she is able to earn much more and her youth is not wasted after all. She did improve and do her exams in school. I am glad she listen to some of my advice. I am happy for her. I also to listen my tong xue and start a blog. Maybe those who read my blog will be enlighten too. Follow my theory of success or ways to make them happy? Haha! Oh, saw Rick and his gf photo, so sweet and matched couple. Wish them happiness!! Yesterday, the interview my name in the email is Angel Lew so everyone meet me calls me Angel. Nice sounding, "Hi Angel, nice to meet you." This name was called by my ex-bf. His name was Allen so he name me Angel. If one day we get married, will call Angel & Allen wedding. Haha! AA battery!!So funny! Now left 4 years, that time my ex say that he went to some god ceremony and ask bout our future. It says we will get married after 5 years. Hmm..I am not sure whether it is true or not. Let see what happen in another 4 years time. Maybe we meet up again in some places? It doesn't matters anymore, I am letting go. I like my tong xue now. Guess he like some other girls that speak english to him. Saw him talking on HP many times and this is his habit already. If one day he lost his HP that will be a bad thing to him. Strange, I am not tired and loves to type many many thoughts out.
4am soon, my mum will wake up and nag at me if I don't stop typing. I can write a long 5000 words essay. Haha! Maybe next time I write a book about my life story ? Its call biography? Meng jian is coming back from Thailand soon. He is a great man. Haha! Mattew is going to teach me his gong fu on multimedia on saturday. Saturday is a wonderful I will learn something new. I have great friends around singapore!

Cheers!!
Nights to me.ZzzZZZzzzzzZZzzzzzzz






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